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One should always dream big. One should always desire things that are larger than life. But while we are dreaming all that, what we should not FORGET is the Present. And our present is TODAY. What I do or achieve today shapes my future. It took me years to understand this, but as they say "Better late than never" I have been trying too much to change the rest of my life in a single day. That is what my attitude is like. For say if I was on a losing streak, I am trying to recover it all from a single game, often resulting in more losses. Talk about confidence getting a hit and all that battles to be fought mentally. I have been throwing away opportunities to green like 120-150 GBP from my positions. Only to lose in the same game by the very end. This clearly suggests I have not been wise or mentally prepared. Wise thing to do is greening 100-150 a game and move on to next. Big wins will eventually come, in the meanwhile I will be get used to the correct process. Whe...

Hampshire vs Yorkshire - The race to the finals. Although I am not a county fan, as the early games are not telecast in India, without picture betting is like walking a rope with eyes blind folded. However as RLODC comes to an end, the final stages are do shown on TV here. Hants opened as 1.6x favt. I've no courage to load all those prices. So in search of value I looked for the runsline after I could see the wicket was quite easy to bat on and Vince looked flawless since he came out to bat. After the second wicket, I backed 320 innings runs line at 2.22 for 51 quids to win some 62 minus BF commission. I layed 1.01 on the same line later and greened it up. I kicked myself a little later that why I backed only small? The answer is hidden in my previous losses after losses. With this win I am breaking the shackles. A very bad run of some mega losses. By the way, in the match odds Hants are still 1.28 while at 244-3 in 36 overs batting first. So, I was right about looking...

Dear Unknown and The Almighty, You created me, you brought me into this world. You made me different, you made me above average. You made me feel special and you made me feel I am here to do great things in life. You got me success, then you brought me failure. You made me struggle, then you made me fight, you gave me strength, you gave me courage, you tested me whether I could stand the storm and keep on fighting. There were a number of times I went through extra ordinary thoughts of giving it up all by ending myself, I almost died too, but you still kept me alive, you wanted me to live and made me realize that I gotta live, for myself and for others, for my family, my friends and for the love of my life. Those who knows me they know I own a store, which I inherited from my father. All I did after my Dad passed away was changed to look and feel of it and brought it back on a new track. My rival relatives opposite were not happy, they didn't like what I was doing. They did...